Time for another ‘giving up on
good” link up with Naptime Diaries and The Tiny Twig. Sharing something “good” we are giving up so
we can do something “better.” And the
hard part: giving up the guilt, too.
About a year ago we moved back to
Charleston. I have met so many fun girls
in the last year, but I wouldn’t say I have any real girlfriend
relationships. THIS IS ALL MY
FAULT! I don’t know why. No, that’s not true, I do know why. I haven’t reached out and pursued these
relationships. I’m afraid. Afraid of rejection. Afraid they won’t like me. Afraid they will discover who I am. Afraid I won’t be enough… or too much.
I get out of going to lunch or
shopping or play dates by telling myself I don’t want to impose. I don’t want to presume, even after being
told, “Call me. We’ll go to lunch.” What if she was only being polite? What if I catch her at a bad time? What if…..anything?
Today opened my eyes to what I am
missing with all this scared hiding. I
have a new friend, she offered to work with me to “makeover” my blog
design. I love her style and I really
wanted her to do it. But….she has two
babies and just moved and writes her own blog and I’m sure a million other
things. But she didn’t give up. Without bothering me one little bit, my new
friend kept after me. I’m so glad she
did. Look how cute my new blog looks!
I got a lot more than a blog
makeover. This experience has given me a
little shot of courage to go for it and really create some relationships. All kinds of relationships. I’m giving up on respecting everyone’s time. Do you want to go to lunch?
P.S. Mrs. Pate Writes created this beautiful blog. Go visit her. She's hosting a giveaway
I used to be like that until I had Cole. After I had him I realized how much I need other women in my life. It helps to break up the insanity and craziness that life as a SAHM can bring! I would love to go to lunch! :)
ReplyDeleteIt was so nice meeting you last night. See you Monday!
DeleteGosh, you just described me perfectly. I am often feeling left out and then I realize how often I avoid situations. I often say I don't want to impose and I always assume others are just being nice. Thanks for reminding me to reach out to others. :)
ReplyDeleteI agree...I don't speak up and then feel left out. Thanks for stopping by.
DeleteAbbie
I'm so glad that we got to meet is real life tonight! I would love to do a play date, or lunch, maybe both? Bonnie is a good pal of mine, maybe we can all get together and play :) Well, the babes play and we'll chat and break up baby fights.
ReplyDeleteOh no...I hope we don't have any baby fights!!!! I would love to get together!
DeleteAbbie
This is something that I struggle with too. I'm trying to work on it. As for you- I've only ready 3 of your posts and I already want to be your friend.
ReplyDeletexo- Sarah
Oh Sarah....tears as I read your words. I can't think of anything sweeter than "I want to be your friend."
DeleteAbbie
I so know what you're talking about! I just went through this myself... right before we move out of state I'm realizing I have a lot more precious relationships here than I knew, or dared to let myself hope. So crazy. All the times I felt like I needed help and didn't reach out because I didn't want to be a bother, or worse.. rejected! Meh. Ah well, it'll be a good lesson for next time. :)
ReplyDeleteI think it's something I'll have to keep learning. Well, maybe one day I might be so old I won't care what anyone thinks. Maybe.
Deletei moved recently as well. i haven't made any of those close friends yet either. this was so good for me to read.
ReplyDeleteReach out. You know if we feel like this, there has to be other ladies who feel the same way. I should take my own advice, huh?
DeleteThank you for reading.
Abbie