I’m back….from
Influence. From Indianapolis. Back to reality. But the great thing is my reality is
different.
I knew I oughtto go to Influence Conference. I wanted
to support my friend Jessi. I wanted to
sleep in a hotel. I wanted to learn the
art of blogging as a business. I bought
my ticket, made plans and found out I was pregnant with baby number two. I was too sick to write and too preoccupied with
my quickly changing family to be excited.
I began to doubt whether or not I should travel, spend money, and invest
in something (myself) that may not grant me the return I was hoping for. I was
not excited.
But Jason
said, “Go.”
My mom
said, “Go.”
Then I
walked into the lobby of the Sheraton and everything changed. The building was buzzing with excitement. Ladies everywhere chatting and giggling and
just being generally excited. It was contagious. Overwhelmingly contagious.
I soon realized
what an honor it was to be included in the beginning of a move of God. It’s been a while since I’ve been around a
group of people who want everything they do to minister the Gospel. I had forgotten, but this weekend I was
reminded.
My soul began
to remember the dreams of the past. The
dreams that had been shattered or stolen or betrayed. They are so fragile. I couldn’t protect them before. But they are surprisingly resilient. I guess it helps to know someone in the
business of bringing the dead to life.
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